Sunday, July 16, 2006
9:59 PM

broken pieces of my heart

i couldnt comprehend.
is it true bad things always never come at a better timing?
18 years. people come and go.
those who should go still dont go.
some chose to leave.
perharps i chose to let go sometimes. am i too naive for all this?

i dont care about bgr's now ..
i dont know what to do or not what to do..
give me back my happy family .

why is everyone leaving at the time i wish they could be there.

Saturday, June 17, 2006
3:14 AM

broken pieces of my heart

hahaha, wah, so perfectly zhun with what im doing. lols.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
1:33 AM

broken pieces of my heart

this is all i asked for.

Sunday, June 11, 2006
5:48 PM

broken pieces of my heart

i learn quite lotsa of things for the past month.
i also observed something similiar among all of us.

人因梦想而伟大

being practical gets u nowhere. how do u see this huh?
lets get our brain working. Put all those fun and laughter behind us temp.
after all, we're alr 18, or for some, going 18.

allow me to ask you all this ..
"What do you want to be in 5 years time? 10 years time? and 30 yrs time?"

Chef? Banker? Earn lotsa money? Driving your car down town? Travelling round the world? Giving your parents a good life?

now come a question. "how are we going do that?"
if we can. by when will be achieve all that?

lemme quote an example.
i used to have no dream. nothing at all.
im those happy go lucky type. after all there's nothing wrong being that too. right? =)
i didnt think about the what im going to be in 20 yrs time. ok, short, 10 yrs time.
so.. i really didnt care about studies and all those.

studying hard brings u nowhere nowdays. seriously=/ lol.
but this is not to ask u all not to study lahhhhhh!

so. first. we must DARE TO DREAM.
if we restrict ourselves to our family background, financial means, and give up on what we really wanted. We will never achieve what u want in the first place.

dun tell me that we've to work 30 years, getting a bloody fix salary every month, get yrself stuck in a office work, slogging 8 - 5 everyday. insane. we'll be 48 by then.

where am i going to find the strength to go touring the world-.-!?

formal education gives u a job.
self education gives u profits.

so which do u think. job or profits give us what we want in the shortest time.
lets think together. hahaha!

for those who suffered from failures, sadness, and all other sorts of depressed matters in ur life.
there's nothing wrong with it, but there's something wrong if u talk talk and talk and think u can do nothing about it. LETS GET MOVINGGGGG! Treat every failure as a motivation.

those who break with bf/gf, if u want it back so badly. fight for it.
those who want a bf/gf, initiate it.
those who have family problems, talk out your heart with ur parents. they wun kill u aint? but u all dun cb go infront of them and shout " Eh Cheebye sit down we talk la." This one i cannot say anything lor.

ok thats all. back to fun and laughter section.

BBQ on last fri. great.

if only we can get more people. (p.s i love crowds)
from what i rememberd..

this was so far the more "successful BBQ"
heh! yummy chickennnnn wings.!

but indeed. we took quite awhile to start up the bloody fire. wtffffff.
thx to some genius plan from KL-.- the risk we taken paid off. hahahaa.

lets organise one soon again. more people this time please :)
LETS ALL BE EXTROVERT AND NOT INTROVERT

we must understand not everything comes in our way!
in other words, 理所当然.

=)

-the end.-

Monday, June 05, 2006
1:21 AM

broken pieces of my heart

if i would to have a wish ..

i would wish to return to the past.

if i would have another wish..

i would wish to go to the future.

Friday, June 02, 2006
1:39 AM

broken pieces of my heart

ok, back. due to popular demand.

was talking in irc. until then. LOL. all the fucking things starts to pops out.
midnight laughter. how fun. LOL.

dunnoe why the fuck suddenly all my guys got emo. LOL. infected by me?

below is a great shot.

KangKang = me, wehehehehe = boon.

1.47am, the emo-ing is still going on. LOL.

ok. shall update some on what im doing currently.

-Notice-
i've working, starting my own business! (YES. YOU DIDNT SEE WRONGLY)
im currently expanding my business, and i need business partners and referrals.

Hate office politics? backstabbings? low increment? job schedule forcing u to lost touch with friends!?

As long as u're a KEEN LEARNER. Feel free to contact me. I don't need commitments, what i wan is sheer perserverance.

YES. im providing u a million dollar oppurtunity. SEEMS LIKE LYING? well. seems so.

BUT. im telling nothing but facts.

Come and have a look. contact me at juisin_2001@hotmail.com. TAKING MEANS NO HARM RIGHT? Wouldnt it be stupid for you to miss a million dollar opportunity if u ASSUME that this are nothing but lies!?

FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!
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ok. regarding my jobs. i've some feedbacks from people around me.
everyone's been telling me this would be hard to do..

lemme..share with u something first..

in Singapore, they're 100++ secondary schools..
some are them r bad, and some of them r good.

but did we ever discriminate all the schools just because of a few bad named school?
Of course no right? the same logic applies.

DELTA. THE SCHOOLS I HELD IN HONOUR.

can i ask whats ur first impression of the school?
any different from the time we grad from delta?

big difference right?

and one thing i say first .. im clear minded. im not swayed by the company or wad.
lemme ask, how many of u have a dream? wanna achieve what by the age of 25..?

i used to have no dreams.
but i found one recently.

think about it friends, is what we're hoping for, cars, money, really achievable in short term future with what the school has taught us .. ?

i know u all mean good.. but just lemme carry it on with this.. i believe that i didnt join the wrong company..

so i wish u all can give me da fullest support.

I JUST GOT PROMOTED TODAY. ^^V!

and, i wanna watch my X-men 3. and fuckers outta there !

DUN SPOIL MY MOVIE. THANKS.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006
4:56 PM

broken pieces of my heart

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.

You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.

You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.

You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.